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The not-so-secret diary of Bing (aged 24)
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Something to look forward to
This. I am a huge Bono fan. Not just for his music, but for what he's doing for Africa, be it right or wrong. That he's prepared to try make something happen to a wrong that he sees in the world, depsite what people say, think or do. His thoughts on faith are really interesting too.
 
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Never the traveller or some seeking casual friend...
The weekend was good. Got some good God time and had some social stuff planned. Brent came and relieved me from my studies and we went and watched the rugby at a friend's place with a whole lot of med students. It was cool, pity bout the score, but it was a good time. Also had the Hawke family come over to my parent's place on sunday night, I've know Cameron and Virginia since we were about 2, and our families have done heaps together. Funny how those bonds don't get any weaker, even though you haven't spent any time with someone for ages.

Depite the all study, I ended up having a bit of a cruisy afternoon yesterday. I went to a meeting about The Network (formerly Cutting Edge National), which went well, but was also a good lesson in marketing/politics or anytime you don't have relationship with someone and you're talking to them about something. That finished earlier than expected, so I went off to church with the best intetions of doing some work before my tutorial. There were a lot of people at church, most of whom I didn't know. It turned out that it was the regional pastor's lunch. So instead of hiding out the back, I found myself talking to a pastor from Levin whilst eating a very nice filled roll. Score. After helping clean up (both dishes and extra food), I waited for my student to turn up. and waited and waited and waited. Finally I had to call her dad to find out where she was, because my phone is still being fixed and no one had her number. So I went for a walk, before my next appointment at 5. I ended up bumping into someone I'd met at Stillwater's church a while back, and she'd locked herself out of house. So we went for coffee- well juice cause it was hot.

Ever met someone who's passion just blows you away. Kat's passion was social justice. It was incredible what she could quote at me, and her thoughts on things like the poor and Iraq were really interesting. Partly because they were so different from mine, yet we still share the same God. Still, it did kinda die down quite quickly as we hit the uncomfortable, "let's leave it at there" point in the conversation and we parted ways. None the least someone who really made me question what I thought and why.

Because of my conversation yesterday I ended up thinking this morning during my quiet time... what am I passionate about? M-E-D-I-C-I-N-E. I could learn about it for hours. Although a lot of it is dry, boring, and sometimes downright hard, there's nothing I'd rather do. I figure it's cause God wired me that way. What do I love about it? Probably that it's the ultimate blend of science and people- always having a tension between the very impersonal objective science and the very subjective, personal people. I love the trust that's involved in knowing details of people's (sometimes very private lives). The possibility of then taking that data and turning it into something useful. I'd never make a very good leader or visionary- as I just like helping people get from where they're stuck to where they can get on with it by themselves. It seems to reflect in my realtionship with God too, which is an interesting thought. That in many ways, God is my doctor, my counsellor and my provider, and that I'll tell Him all my problems. Actually I was joking with David J yesterday that I'm generally so calm, because I have a Go(o)d psychiatrist. By the way, what's your passion?

Actually, something else that I'm getting into at the moment is my uncle's music collection. I managed to go through my entire CD collection while writing my thesis earlier this year. So I figured seeing he has so many CD's just sitting there I could start listening to them as background music while studying. Yes I need noise while studying. Actually really enjoying some of his eighties stuff... especially Talking Heads, and van Morrison. But that can wait for another time.
P.S. Becs- what's scary about the last post is that it's convincing me that the public health stuff is actually true. Heck, it might even make a "true science" catergory before long =P.
P.P.S Site meter has now been added to this site.
 
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Friday, October 21, 2005
The GPs
Whilst I can't comment directly on my experiences at my GP runs (for ethical, moral and legal reasons) I do have a few thoughts that I can share. Please note that each description is just my feel for the place, and not a criticism of it. In fact, the latter two are more attractive in some ways than the first.
I've spent the majority of my time out in Haitaitai, a nice middle class suburb next to Kilbirnie. It's mainly pakeha, upper-middle class, lots of professional people. Nice place. There the health was mainly infections and screening. The people were intelligent, sensible (mostly) and inquisitive.
Contrast this with Cannons Creek/ Porirua, where people were poor and mainly Maori or Polynesian. Lots of infections, (usually worse than the ones seen in Haitaitai), high co-morbid/con-current disease, more disease running in families and way more issues to deal with like transport, child care, and the cost of a $3 prescription charge. People would talk to each other in the waiting room though, and the doctor knew all the social links and was even binlinugal! (not bad seeing he was pakeha!). I could also get a $1 "mince" pie there that was quite fatty and made me feel a bit groggy. Kinda summed up the place really- sufficient, but not entirely satisfactory.
Yesterday I was out in Taita. Again a poorer area, not a lot of work, and if there was it was a lot of labour and retail/caring work. The people also had worse conditions with more comorbid/concurrent disease. I guess the best way to sum it up was a pair of jandals that a patient was wearing. They were so worn and loved, that the ball of his foot had nearly worn through the enitre sole of the jandal, leaving a very impressive groove. Should also add that it was raining and fairly cold...

So what have I gotten out of all this? I've seen a lot of patients with a variety of medical conditions, interests ideas and concerns. I've seen many different consultation styles from the doctor-centred to the patient centred and much in between. There are styles I like, and styles I don't. There also seems to be a type of community to match each type of GP... even richer people get sick sometimes. So I guess there's a place that I can serve yet.
 
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Monday, October 17, 2005
I'm alive, I'm alive
I had the most unproductive weekend. Friday night was my "study break" allowing me to go the Church half night of prayer. Five hours (with breaks) of prayer. It was cool, and it was really encouraging to pray with others for the church and the issues facing it. Saturday was meant to be my big day of study, but I only got through about half of what I wanted. Mid afternoon, Sam and I went for a walk along a windy Evan's bay to the Venture (from King Kong) and back to Kilbirnie. It was a nice day despite the wind, and we really only got caught in the sea spray once. Once back, I continued studying until 6:40 ish, then went and got some tea. Then the Simpsons was on... followed by cricket, Family guy, cricket and then the daring decision to give up on cricket because nothing was happening and get a DVD. I saw "Hitch", which wasn't bad, but perhaps a bit cliche. Then again, cliche has its good points sometimes.

Last night we had Alan Jamieson (google him- writer of "A churchless faith") talking about how to reach post-modern people. It was interesting to hypothesise that because most people have been taught to question and think critically today, that being told all the answers (as in some sermons), might not be the best way to present church. That giving people the "evidence/facts" and letting them debate the rest into a conclusion might be a better way for some people today. Naturally these 2 sentences don't give the idea justice, but let me know what you think.

I got up early this morning to study. It was such a nice day. Bring on summer!

P.S. "Brendan needs..."
to get his body right
confidence, security and love
more sophisticated toys
assistance getting his computer to work
a hearing aid
to spend more time teaching and less time hurling and taking out his anger on weaker students.
Thanks Abbey.
 
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Wednesday, October 12, 2005
Stunned Mullet
No not a new haircut that's come out of the Hutt Valley, but actually a mullet (fish) that has just been stunned, normally caused by a repeated rapid collision with the side boarding of a fishing boat. The fish gets a kind of glazed look upon its face as this is repeated by a fisherperson continually smacking afore mentioned fish. That's what my day felt like today. Partly because today's lectures where on the finer points of blood tests (the stats behind them, not the needles) and partly because I also slept pretty poorly last night today was a somewhat of a write off for learning. I think everyone was feeling pretty much the same, hence there was a school of stunned mullets. None of the human contact seemed to be very exciting or exuberant. Even the sun had lost its gleam. On the plus side last night I finished my first installment of study. Yay! Only... too much more to go! My Uncle also had a dinner party tonight. I actually really appreciated it. I had no idea how much I had missed human (and non-medical) contact.

But I feel like writing something deep and meaningful so here it is: I went and brought my first pack of lollies for ages yesterday. It was kinda weird and they were really unsatisfying. What kept bugging me wasn't the letter I received about starving kids in the mail, but some of the faces I saw at Stillwaters on Saturday night. That for them this wasn't probably even on the thought list, a luxury not even considered. I ate them but didn't feel that great. At Cell we talked about serving and how it was relational as opposed to giving. I wonder if that personal aspect applies here too.
 
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Monday, October 10, 2005
You know who?
I met a girl yesterday. Which is a highly loaded sentence, and has none of the implied emotion. But I did meet a girl, Sharlene (sp?), who was a friend of Irene's. Why do I consider blog-worthy? Well we had one of those- do you know so-and-so conversations. She's from Auckland, and goes to Joelle Brown's cell group. Through Joelle, she met this chinese guy Dan Joe. Furthermore, through a mutual friend, she knew Pritika who I shared a chemistry lab and went to church with in first year. It's a small world after all...

We talked about "casting our anxieties on God" yesterday at Church. To end, we physically threw our (written down) anxieties at the cross. In an immature sort of way, it was cool to throw paper in church too.

Last night we (Irene, Sharlene and I) went to Stillwaters church. It's a Christian community in the city, just down the road from Wellington Central. They have a ministry to street people, and their service was really different, I guess to reflect their ministry. Honestly, I thought our services were flexible and relaxed, but this was so much more. It was a sit in a circle and sing songs that people nominated from a song book of about 120 songs. Props to the players who knew most of them. It was also very sharing, rather than preaching. What was said about Matt 19:28 and everyone being good enough to be Jesus' disciple was very cool too. I have to say though, that the highlight was singing "Six months in a leaky boat" as a recessional song. Not sure how that fits, but very cool none the less.
 
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Saturday, October 08, 2005
Study...woo

Oh crap! It's one month till my pathology exam and I know zilch about pathology. How does one spell "lymphangitis carcinomatosa" let alone explain what it is (That was my big word moment. I'm sorry, it won't happen again). But seriously, I've just felt so blaise about exams. Michael had to hold me accountable to make a study timetable. That's now done, looking pretty on the pinboard. And i've gone through half the respiratory module tonight. Including a massive 5 hour effort on pneumonia and other lung infections. So much detail, so little time (and motivation). But slowly and surely I'm getting there. Kinda. Ok, so I really want to fall off my seat.

But it was cool hanging out with Dave and Sam on Thursday night. The old game of Risk was very refreshing and it was cool hanging again. Hope that Dave gets up here next year.

I feel that this could ramble. So instead I'm going to recommend
this. Warning: is a bit dodgy, and may make you lose confidence in the medical profession forever. But it is really funny.
Oh yeah, another way I've been procrastinating. You're not playing real tetris till you're using hexagons!
 
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Thursday, October 06, 2005
New Email
I decided that I should get a new email. Well, actually ever since I was in Dunedin I've wanted one, but only just managed to import contacts etc now. Yes, I've been a bit slack in this department.

brendanjng[postnobills]@gmail.com

Remove the square bracketed bit [postnobills] and you'll be away laughing.
I'll still have my hotmail address for messenger (Which I can't use at the moment because it not working :( !!!), but the gmail one will be my main one.

Hope to hear from you soon!
 
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